Further thoughts
Wednesday September 21.
Better this morning. No arthritis pain when I got up. Went outside and sat in the lawn chair until it ripped. I guess things wear out. I wore out. I am referring to my stroke and my confusion that I am still dealing with. I forget that I get the confusion and I get frustrated when I can not depend on myself to be myself as I was before.I hope it gets better. I do not want to be confused and not reliable and not able to trust my memory. Did wake up at 4:30 am. Thought I would write a little this am. Do not have my day planned. Seem to get nothing done now that I am retired and have no things that must be done. I am going to use to-do list to get more organized. Must remember to look at it daily.